{"id":504,"date":"2016-09-07T19:45:15","date_gmt":"2016-09-07T19:45:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/?p=504"},"modified":"2016-09-07T19:45:15","modified_gmt":"2016-09-07T19:45:15","slug":"the-middle-part","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/?p=504","title":{"rendered":"The Middle Part"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This past June, my youngest four kids graduated from high school.\u00a0 Within days,\u00a0all of us\u00a0were packing up and moving to a new city.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-3-e1473276160399.jpeg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-510 alignleft\" src=\"http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-3-e1473276160399-300x225.jpeg\" alt=\"image\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-3-e1473276160399-300x225.jpeg 300w, http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-3-e1473276160399-768x576.jpeg 768w, http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-3-e1473276160399-1024x768.jpeg 1024w, http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-3-e1473276160399-800x600.jpeg 800w, http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-3-e1473276160399.jpeg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>Thus began our whirlwind summer&#8230;unpacking,\u00a0various college orientations, church camp, preparations for our oldest to go on a mission trip,\u00a0buying\u00a0sprees for college supplies, trips to see friends, purchasing a new car, finding new doctors, and all the other fun that goes with moving.\u00a0\u00a0 And in the midst of it all, I was <strong><em>trying<\/em><\/strong> to\u00a0prepare my heart for sending three more kids off to college.\u00a0 (One of our sons is staying home and going to school locally.)<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-1.jpeg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-508 alignright\" src=\"http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-1-300x225.jpeg\" alt=\"image\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-1-300x225.jpeg 300w, http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-1-768x576.jpeg 768w, http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-1-800x600.jpeg 800w, http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-1.jpeg 960w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>So now that everyone\u00a0has moved and we are all trying to get used to our new normals, I&#8217;m supposed to be diving into my<strong><em> &#8216;new season of\u00a0 life&#8217;<\/em><\/strong>. \u00a0(Can you see me doing air quotes with a snarky smile?) \u00a0Part of which\u00a0 includes a new beginning for my blog; a\u00a0commitment to writing daily and posting more regularly, which should be easy considering it&#8217;s been nine months from my last posting!<\/p>\n<p>It\u00a0<strong><em>should<\/em> <\/strong>be easy.<\/p>\n<p>Which brings me to\u00a0the present.\u00a0 I have written and rewritten several posts that were to be the launching point of my new life.\u00a0(Not that I put <em>any<\/em> kind of pressure on myself!) \u00a0The problem is, I don&#8217;t like any of them.\u00a0 They fall flat.\u00a0 They&#8217;re lifeless.\u00a0 They&#8217;re lacking passion.<\/p>\n<p>Part of it may be that I&#8217;m out of practice.\u00a0 There is something to be said about practicing your craft so that it flows more easily.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image.jpeg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-507 alignleft\" src=\"http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-300x300.jpeg\" alt=\"image\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-300x300.jpeg 300w, http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-150x150.jpeg 150w, http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-768x768.jpeg 768w, http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image-800x800.jpeg 800w, http:\/\/www.karen-gustafson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/image.jpeg 960w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>But mostly, I think it&#8217;s because right now my heart is divided and living in several locations across Texas, making writing from the heart very difficult.\u00a0 Everything has lost some of its liveliness and spark.<\/p>\n<p>Everyone who has gone before me has said that it will just take time.\u00a0 I trust their words and know that life will again\u00a0regain it&#8217;s color and richness.\u00a0 <strong>It&#8217;s just getting through the middle part&#8230;.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This past June, my youngest four kids graduated from high school.\u00a0 Within days,\u00a0all of us\u00a0were packing up and moving to a new city. 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